Day ONE I CAN DO THIS!!

So my plan was to quit smoking cold turkey last Thursday. Is there like some cosmic calendar associated with quitting smoking that says okay she is giving it up drop that bomb on her before she gets too far?? On Thursday I got up with a great plan for avoiding smoking and things to do only to have it blown totally out of the water by my mom and my sister. Mom was very ill and shortwinded, refusing to see a doctor. then on Friday my boys went out of town and hubby and I got into a huge argument o… Continue

Today has gone fairly well. I have stayed away from quite a few cigarettes, although not as many as I would have liked. But figuring up the money I will save when I quit I am eyeballing new wardrobe.. Especially since they go way up tomorrow in my state. Several times I went to grab a cigarette and found myself saying " I am a non smoker" Amazing how saying that refocused my brain on something else. I am amking a list tonight of the things I will be able to do once more as a non smoker. Singing… Continue

I am so proud of me. I have awakened in the middle of the night every night this week and instead of grabbing a cigarette I just go right back to bed. Now here I sit this morning delaying the first cigarette. This is the one that is always my downfall. That first taste does me in as a rule. Although I was able to butt out the cigarette after a few draws the first time I tried to quit it simply took a few days for me to pick up full force again. I suppose one would call this particular cigarette… Continue

So today has been kind of a busy day, see my previous post. Tomorrow even more so, all gearing up for a yard sale this weekend...but I was sitting her earlier and just taking some me time, which is after the kids and hubby are in bed. No one to come interrupt me. So I was sitting her and just goofing off on a game. I noticed today that I will light up a cigarette while I am playing games on the computer, but rarely get more then teh first draw off of them. So If I am not smoking them why am I li… Continue

So I have begun the annual closet search. You know how that goes, you take out the winter stuff, leaving a few warmer items for those few cool days. Sort uot what you did wear and what you didn't and figure out what is worth keeping and what isn't. It is the most fun in my kid's room because they are all growing so fast. the youngest has gone up 3 sizes this winter!!! I thought growth occurred in springtime lol. I have all of their closets cleaned and sorted, going to work in mine tomorrow, pray… Continue