Pat

I can not calm down. I have tried all my tricks. I guess I need some new tricks. Anything anyone can thing of please. I feel like I am going to explode,

I did not make it through the whole day at work. I got so exhausted that I had to come home. I am going to the Health store tomorrow and get some protein powder. I will see if that will help. I have to keep on top of this. I am still walking everyday, but not as far as I was before the chemo started. I guess a little is better than none. Things are beginning to smell and taste stronger to me. About the worst thing to smell is cigarettes. I hate the smell and wonder how I ever smoked. There is n… Continue

I have done wonderfully so far. Thank you for all of your prayers! I hope no one thinks I am trying to turn this into a cancer support site. I know that this is not what the site is about. I really appreciate all the support for my cancer and my continued quit on smoking. I did joing a specific cancer site, but to be honest, there just isn't as much support for cancer there as there is here. I think that is really sad. Yes, I am doing well in my quit, but I do still have thoughts of cigarettes.… Continue

I am going to be hard headed and refuse to believe that the chemo is going to make me feel awful. Well,, let me revise that statement, I refuse to let the chemo control my life. I have done very well so far in my recovery and I am not going to stop now. I am staying positive. I refuse to live in fear. I am living in celebration of life. I wish we could all get together for a big celebration. I honestly feel that I would not have this positive attitude if it were not for the site. Everyone has b… Continue

Both of my sons will be here tomorrow!! My youngest son got home from Korea on Thursday. I saw him for about half an hour. My oldest son lives in Dallas and wasn't able to be here. So, my oldest son and his wife and 2 little boys are coming tomorrow and my youngest son and his finance' and her 2 children ( boy and a girl, yeah I will finally have a granddaughter!) will come over. I am so excited!!! I start chemo on Monday- I am not excited about that! The closer I get the more anxious I get. I… Continue