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I have been smoking for like 23 years. I used to pretend that I was smoking my mom's cigarettes at a very young age. My mother and a lot of other family members still smoke to this day. Even though our uncle (my mom's bro and my mom's sis) my aunt, and my dad all died from lung cancer. I never did see exactly how it was when they suffered from this because I lived hours away from my hometown. But I know that I loved my aunt and uncle and dad. I also thought about my husband and how on his death certificate how it stated under did he smoke it stated unknown. He used to spend time in the bars(smoke) , hang out at his friends(who also smoked ) and at home with me(who smoked) He died of panc. cancer at the age of a young 41 years old. I never denied that second hand smoke effected other people . I just never thought it applied to me. Heck, I hated 2nd hand smoke and I was a smoker ! Hind sight 20/20.
I quit smoking on March 26th,2009 . Using the medication Chantix (Varenicline) UPDATE: I will not be on here for awhile.. I started smoking F/T I need a week or two to gather the strength and motivation. I need to stay clear of smokers , it is a hard thing to do. I want a cigarette ! It's my favorite food ! And now I am eating way too much and gaining weight. I feel like I'm missing something . But But like alcohol or any addiction I said good-bye. Why is it that alcohol isn't taxed highly? Probably because it is a widely excepted drug and it keeps police officers busy. Wish me luck! I still have a stuffed up nose I still ain't energized too much. I'm hoping to feel much better next week. Oh , have I said that I am very depressed ( I lost my job, home foreclosed, I 'm living with my mom again
Some of the side effects that are really effecting me are BAD GAS, stinky which it never came close to this b4. I have to let it out or there's terrible pain. And I pass it like every 3 to 5 minutes. lol
Stomach pains from the gas if not let out. lol Nausea with no vomiting, I don't go to sleep when I should I go very , very late. Vivid strange dreams. (wow, they are weird !)

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Update ***** Ever since my visit to the ex's I confess, I smoked, and smoked.Now I'm on my 3rd or 4 th try I can not even remember.
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Michigan

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I did good

I didn't smoke the whole day and was in a house of smoke and was even in a bar! I was only in the bar for 10 minutes but wow! I did it! I was the DD for them.

Posted on May 6, 2009 at 10:38pm — 4 Comments

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At 1:56am on May 16, 2009, Lana said…
I hope everything is still going well for you. I can relate to the gas, upset stomach and changes in sleep patterns. I quit last August and still have my moments. I never knew how many parts of my life that nicotine affected. Stay strong. You can do this.
At 9:54pm on May 12, 2009, cynthia said…

good luck lady u can do it so dont give up
At 9:36pm on May 12, 2009, cynthia said…
you hang in there lady..if i have to tell you every day i will,,,,,,,,you are someone to be proud of so be happy and enjoy life one day at a time.
dont give you no matter how long or how hard the fight is.
you will figure out what u want as far as the ex b/f goes.
you can do better no need to give into someone u really dont want to.
any time u want to talk just give me a yell...i'm here for you
HUGS
At 9:46pm on May 7, 2009, cynthia said…
Nancy
hope all is well with you and that ur hanging in there not giveing up.....keep going lady you can do it
hugs cynthia
At 7:59pm on May 6, 2009, cynthia said…
you will make it just hang in there and remember there ppl out there that know what ur going through.
being depressed is no fun and can get the best of you if you let it.
some times it help to just talk to friends and loved one
hang in there you CAN make it and WELL make it
hugs
At 4:04am on May 3, 2009, ckoalaco said…
Hi Nancy. I saw that you joined the Candid Quitters group (CQ) here on the Ex site. Welcome! I wanted to stop by and say hi and see how you were doing. Please feel free to make yourself at home in the group. The CQ Discussion Forum contains a lot of fantastic information that can be VERY helpful to you in your quit journey. I also recommend that you spend some time reading the blogs that the members have written by going to their individual pages. And enjoy reading the wealth of educational posts over at whyquit.com . I also highly recommend the Relapse Traps group here on the Ex site. There is some good reading there too. And, you also might want to think about joining in on the Daily Pledge here. This is a place where we quitters will go each day and make a promise to ourselves and to one another to stay smoke free for that day. It really helps some of us to keep our quits broken into smaller bites, yet hold ourselves and each other more accountable. It had been said to be a saving grace in a lot of quits.

Feel free to include a quit counter for yourself in the CQ Quit Member Directory and be sure that you toot your own horn to mark your quit milestones. Whether that milestone is one day, one week or one month, it is worthy of you giving yourself a shout-out and sharing your sense of pride in your accomplishment with the others here on the site. A great place to do that is over at the Quit Party Central group (QPC) . Just start a new discussion for your party. Also stop by QPC to join in on the milestone celebrations of your fellow members too!

If there's anything I can do, just come and get me. If there's anything the CQ group can do to help you, please let us know! You are now part of a wonderful network of information and support and your fellow members would like nothing more then to help you achieve success in breaking the bonds of this addiction. One of the most important things for you to know going into this is that... YOU CAN DO THIS!!!!
 
 

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