I'm Gonna Do This!!!

and I am scared that it's going to be even harder to keep up with my cut back! This is my first weekend. I haven't smoked yet this morning but I have been doing all kinds of stuff (cleaning, laundry, etc) this morning to keep me busy. Problem is, my place isn't that unorganized or messy so there's not much to do! I think I'm going to scrub the grout between the tiles in the kitchen and bathrooms and then go down to the workout room. Geeezzzzzzzzzzz, this is not going to be the best weekend ever,… Continue

... but I'm going to type a line from a tv show theme song instead and see if anyone can guess it!! The winner then gets to pick a line from a different theme song and so on and so on!! "Come and knock on our door..." ***NOW MOVED TO THE GAME ROOM... http://community.becomeanex.org/group/gameroom/forum/topics/tv-show-theme-songs***

Man, this is getting hard and I'm only trying to cut back right now! I ended up smoking 6 cigarettes all day yesterday and have only smoke 1 this morning. I feel like kicking someone in the throat (sorry for the violent comment)!! I CAN DO THIS, I CAN DO THIS, I CAN DO THIS, I WILL DO THIS!!!! Incase you can't tell, I am having a mental battle with a 10:30 a.m. smoke break urge and I'm not going to let it win, darn it!! I wish I had some yummy carrot sticks and some delicious celery here at work… Continue

I have been smoking since I was 20 and I'm now 32. I stopped smoking cold turkey for a few years in 2002 and started back smoking in 2004. So stupid!!! My friend, a smoker, asked me to light a cig for her b/c she was busy so I did. Something about the feeling I got when I lit that cig and inhaled was very pleasing to me. WHHHHHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY??? Funny thing is, I HATE EVERYTHING ABOUT SMOKING! I wash my hands everytime I smoke, I constantly brush my teeth and/or chew gum after smoking, I NEVER… Continue