Fading Moonlight

I guess I knew my quitting was inevitable with out acknowledging the fact. When I first got my doberman if I left a pack of cigarettes outside , and out of her reach by my regards, she would somehow get to them and then take them to the side of the house where she would sit with the pack between her paws and carefully pull out one cigarette after another.
Once she had the whole pack emptied she discarded the package and then concentrated on the cigarettes. She would then pick up a cigare…

Im still around people, dont worry. just keeping myself preoccupied. I had a lapse and started smoking again but I sat down with myself and said "August 29th is your official quit date, nothing more after that, capice?" and I told myself, "capice." August 29th came and i drove to work music playing in the car and me singing along, not even a hint of a crave for a smoke.

First break at work comes and I hang out in the break room in

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I've been MIA and its mostly because of work and school and the boyfriend being in town on break from his job training. Im doing well to all of you who are wondering. I've picked up a new hobby that keeps my hands occupied so that smoking doesnt worm its way back in. Crocheting. I am currently in the midst of crocheting a blanket. Its fun and its great for focusing on something and nothing else. Gotta be careful though because I tend to lost track of time.

So...FYI I am still a…

So I posted in "Quit Buddy" hoping to maybe catch a buddy to help provide outside support from this site in keeping me along the lines of NOPE. I didn't get a response.
But I realized I dont need a "quit buddy" because I have that strength in me. I watched that video "Thanks Tobacco you killed my mom" and after I stopped crying. And after I stopped cursing my roomies sister who watched the vid

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