Prego Woman Quitting

This have been difficult 2 weeks for me. More difficult than when I first quit 45 days ago. Not only because of quitting but also because lot of things are happening in my life right now and nothing is stable. But alas, thats life. As for smoking, on the up side, I do not even think of it when I have coffee ( a must before) or at any of the other cliche moments that I always smoked before. Now the wish comes at odd times. And passes fast. And I keep on thinking is that normal. On the down side,… Continue

Ok, lets clarify some things. I did not buy cigarettes after I quit smoking. We just moved from Libya to the Netherlands and I found them in our apartment in Netherlands where I left them last time we were here - this Christmas. 5 months ago. I would not buy cigarettes after 35 days of quit. People differ and what is for someone silly excuse for someone else might be THE excuse. In the end of the day. cat peeing in the shoe and accident on a freeway are the same. They are both excuses. I threw… Continue

I had 2 more cigarettes since last post. Then I washed the ashtray, threw away buds and put cigarettes back in the cupboard.( I know I should throw them away, but it takes too much work. And I am too tired to deal with it now. They will just get stuck in the toilet and I will have to keep on flushing it and then I will give up and that is what I will see first thing in the morning floating in there. I cant bear that now) Then I got sick and had to puke. Have not puked once during pregnancy unti… Continue

I just had a cigarette. One so far, and I am already thinking about having another one. I am an idiot. I did not even want it. I got soo upset about something, or better someONE aka my "considerate" BF and I just lit it up. It did not help that I have 5 packs here. We moved to Netherlands few days ago (and the move was stressful with 2 cats and house packing and container being loaded 2 hours before our flight) and are staying here few weeks. So I found 5 packs I left here in the cupboard during… Continue

Just to check in fast. Still NOT smoking and it gets easier every day. I do not even think about smoking for days at the time. I am happy that I quit, it makes my life much easier right now. And everything smells so much nicer too! OK, will check in again when I remember..