Posted on November 5, 2009 at 3:04pm — Comments
That ahhhhhhhh feeling, that's what holds me. But it's only a fleeting moment, and then you seek another, and another, but it's not there. So you keep doing it...and wanting more...but it's still not there. So I quit and then the tension mounts until I can no longer stand it and I succumb that old familiar ahhhhhhhh, and the vicious cycle starts over, and over again.
Posted on October 25, 2009 at 8:20am — Comments
Posted on October 18, 2009 at 7:26am — Comments
I guess I should have kept all this under one blog. Someone said to me, " I've never seen anyone flip flop so much", well, now you have...'lil ole me. right before your very own eyes. It's 2:18 am, a new day has begun. I don't want it to go up in smoke for the remainder of the day. I am smoking what I hope to be my last cigarette ever again. It's my choice, my right! HOPE after NOPE...ever again, My make it stick this time!
Posted on October 17, 2009 at 11:24pm — Comments
Choice - I made the wrong one, SMOKING!
Chance - I took it, I drove to the gas station for cigarettes to get relief from the anguish
Consequence - Now I am paying for it with my quit! The problem took care of itself had I just left it alone!
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Posted on October 17, 2009 at 11:00pm — Comments
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